Stress.

The past few weeks:
Dragging my feet out of bed early,
Waking up as the icy water splashes on my face
Trying to focus in class,
Working my hardest.
Coming home,
working my hardest - again.
Hands hurt from pressing on the paper too hard,
Paper cuts and drowsy eyes.
The wish to be somewhere different.
Where the clouds are blue, and the sky is white.
Where the beats of the music follow your heart.
Where I can forget about The respiratory system and The spread of Islam.
Where I can open my eyes, and smile to the sunshine.
When I wake up now, all I can remember is the printed words from books I learned from last night.
I try coffee, I try motivational quotes, I try softer music. I try sport.
But my brain tells me to get back to work.
Follow the criteria. Do it right. Try your best.
Stress. It feels terrible.
Crankiness, sulk and moodiness.
Working beyond expectations.
These are your crucial years.
Learn, learn, learn.
Need a break?
Ya think? :l

Qualcuno mi salvi!

Peaceful.

Все я могу прийти вверх с!

Today, I have started blogging! <>
I hope I keep it up, this is an awesome way to share my thoughts. :]

A start:
Yesterday I was at the beach with myself,
the sun had set a few hours back,
the skies were turning dark violet.
A cold breeze had finally set in after the impossibly humid days
And after a long time,
[full of work, stress and confusion],
I felt peaceful.
Away from the buzz, the lights and the life you stumble to keep up with,
it felt great spending some time with my thoughts.
I closed my eyelids to save the moment,
and when I opened them,
I found myself looking at a sky full of vibrant, beautiful stars.
My face cleared, and my heart settled.
Somewhere in the distance, someone called my name.
Dragging my feet across the shore,
I went back to the buzz, the lights, and the life you stumble to keep up with.
^
Peace. Something I find very hard to experience in everyday life.
Peace comes with happiness and comfort, something I only find when I'm with family.
Or with myself.
A moment like this, I would want to hold forever.
But there's things you have to let go, obviously.
The world has to turn,
the sun has to set.

Tutto deve rallentare, alla fine. :)